I'm six feet under. How can I do this? I've just said No to the only man I've ever cared about.
I thought the pain's gone after the two-months interval. But here I am, tears brimming, flooding the edges of my eyes.
The only thing that could cheer me up is probably if Rob Thomas says he loves me. *sigh*
Iker wasn't doing too good himself. They lost the partido against Sociedad - which is a humiliation since the San Sebastian's team isn't as good as last season where they topped the table most of the time. So far, they've won only a handful of matches.
Theoritically, Iker was to blame for mis-kicking the ball to safety, landing it instead on the opponent's feet... But nobody, I mean nobody could say he didn't give his best. Iker was actually down with a flu the morning before the game, but he had to play since all the other porteros were ill too.
Iker's still the best! *stubborn*
Dying
|Listening to: What Becomes of The Brokenhearted - Westlife
albiceleste | 06:54 p.m. | Monday, January 12, 2004
Crossroads
|Listening to: The Long Goodbye - Ronan Keating
What do I do now?
Should I come back? He, the one with the letter X stamped across his forehead, was a man of his words, and when he agreed it's over, I never dreamed he would ask for another try.
Not that I don't know what I want... Just like a dear friend still had dreams of coming back together with his girl, I wish I could go back to the time we're happy together, mi querido and I.
It's just that, at this point, what I feel doesn't matter. I cannot afford to hang my hope on a chance that one day I'll change his mind, just like I shouldn't have.
Should I come back? He, the one with the letter X stamped across his forehead, was a man of his words, and when he agreed it's over, I never dreamed he would ask for another try.
Not that I don't know what I want... Just like a dear friend still had dreams of coming back together with his girl, I wish I could go back to the time we're happy together, mi querido and I.
It's just that, at this point, what I feel doesn't matter. I cannot afford to hang my hope on a chance that one day I'll change his mind, just like I shouldn't have.
I know they say if you love somebody
You should set them free
But it sure is hard to do
Yeah, it sure is hard to do
And I know they say if they don't come back again
Then it's meant to be
But those words ain't pulling me through
Cos I'm still in love with you
I spend each day here waiting for a miracle
But it's just you and me going through the mill
Climbing up a hill
..Sometimes I ask my heart did we really
give our love a chance, just one more chance
and I know without a doubt
that we turned it inside out
And if we walked away
it would make more sense
But it tears me up inside
Just to think we still could try
How long must we keep riding on a carousel
Going round and round and never getting anywhere